Another year gone and I couldn’t be happier. The new years is bring in a new fresh slate and bring amazing memories with it.
I have always felt even from an early age that I needed to hide my girly-ness. I remember telling a girl playmate that I didn’t play with barbies. That was a flat out lie. And if you know me you know I would love to be Barbie. I love pretty dresses, especially gowns. I collect them and now that I bought my first fake fur I am really feeling the part of a diva.
I was in a relationship for a long time and felt I had to downplay my femininity. I wore more casual clothes, they were actually my partners clothes are were extremely baggy but anyway, I wore less make up. Now don’t get me wrong, I don’t think you have to be dauled up to be happy. But when you take pride in your appearance even if its a clean white tee your demeanor changes. The power that happens when you wash your face and brush your hair has the same effect. So With that being said…
I’ve decided this year I will personally and business wise (Heidi’s Hidden Closet) bring out my diva. I am going to bring out my girly side even more then t already is and try to be my authentic self. While wearing a silk gown on a Tuesday of coarse. I will NO longer shy away from wearing my invisible tiara. I have always felt different, like most people do I felt like I didn’t belong and I really value that feeling now and relish in all it’s glory. I don’t want to fit in, fitting in is boring. 2017 will be the best year yet!
Below is a photo of me with my amazing man I have been with for a year now. He has taught me to care less of what other people think and care more about how you feel about yourself. His integrity is one of the most sexiest characteristic he has. Its refreshing to be with someone that wants you to look and feel the best you can.
Change is on the horizon and even though its very stressful this is the best time in my life. For once I am living and not surviving. This year I will relish being different, I’ll move on from the past and I will be the person I was set out to be. Which may include a lot of chiffon and possibly a boa. Thanks for reading my entry on AnythingGirly.com blog.